Things are changing for the Family Trip. We have started what my friend
Emily likes to call a Brand New Life (or BNL).
And we're anticipating a brand new life to join our family in 7 short weeks!
Our BNL actually began June 1 when I started work as a part time employee! Wow! What a huge blessing this has been. We have been praying and searching for a way for me to be home a little bit more and I was able to become one of the first employees ever to go part time at my agency after a proposal I submitted about a year ago was accepted.
This definitely hasn't come without adjustments. I feel like my life used to be work with everything else squeezed in to the weekends and sometimes evenings. I had little left to give to my family! Now I feel like I have life and work is just a part of it. So it took me a few weeks to sort through my thoughts on my self-worth (especially as I sacrificed a part of my job that I have been most passionate about for the last 4 years to do this); who I spend time with (I have some great co-workers who used to be pretty much my only social interaction as well!); and how to spend my extra time constructively. I'm learning how to just spend time playing and
being with Shiloh, even though I'm so driven by checklists and to-do lists! And I love not having to squeeze quality time with her in on Saturday when I'm trying to do laundry, get groceries, clean the house, and everything else it takes to run a household!!!
In my BNL, I strive to practice my cello more often, exercise more regularly, spend time with God more regularly, plan outings for Shiloh, connect with friends and family more, cook healthy meals, be more consistent with taking care of our home, and actually get to see my husband too! I'm not there yet, by any means. Especially if I let you know that blogging is one on my list to do
at least once per month!! And even as I try to find a new "normal" I'm reminded that it will all be flipped upside down when Baby #2 comes very soon! So I've also been working away (and "encouraging" Chris to work away) at projects before time is devoted to caring for an infant again!
I love feeling less stressed and more willing to get out and do things! I've gone to yoga class at church when I've been able, we went camping over July 4, Shiloh and I went to Omaha this past weekend, we go to the park a lot, we have fun at the grocery store, Shiloh and I did a 5 week Kindermusik class together, and we planted our first garden. Woohooo!
I promise I'll be posting again soon with accounts of camping and trip to Omaha. But for now, these ultrasound pictures are FAR overdue. Pregnancy has been treating me fairly well after getting over the ickyness of the first trimester. Baby is healthy, very active, and has a heart rate around 150. I'm 33 weeks right now and we're joining up with our Bradley childbirth classes again to freshen up on the information tomorrow.
For now, enjoy the long-overdue ultrasound pictures of our little babe. We're getting very excited to meet him and cuddle him up!
This is his face from the most recent ultrasound (June 2)--it might help if you squint!

More shots of baby's head